I ran across this quote today that stuck a huge cord with where I am at this moment in time!
"The universe is full of magical things patiently waiting for our wits to grow sharper."
...Eden Phillpotts
I am feeling much better....finally coming out onto the other side of life once again...and I must
say that I am feeling more like myself than I have in years...Taking care of things as they come
along without thinking about it...JUST DOING! In these past 2 1/2 years I realize that I have put aside the things that make me the most happy....I have given way to things that have made me feel badly about myself...I have knocked myself down many times without giving thought to
why I was doing so...
But I am feeling better...realizing that there is a reason for everything...perhaps a wake up call that life is passing me by without me really knowing it...that I have put energy into things that I should not be putting it into and neglecting to put that energy into the most important things...
So the universe has been patiently waiting for my wits to grow sharper!
And I step out today and see a sky that is full of light shining brightly...flowers in bloom...birds singing!
Zippity-Do-Da!
We are off once again to visit friends in Baltimore...this time taking the little love (our grandson)
with us to meet and greet this family that has been so important in my life! I am looking forward more than ever to spend time with them!
Happy upcoming 4th of July!
sent to me....
My wonderful soul mate friend Royce sent this my way....
It did me good...so I am passing it on...
It did me good...so I am passing it on...
We bow, in humble admiration,
For the Wonder of what is happening on this planet.
Every day, we are immersed in so much darkness.
It is Inspiration, at its finest, to witness and bask in the Light
Of Human Creativity and Imagination.
Come.
Stand by me.
I won't be afraid.
I won't be afraid.
Not as long.
Not as long.
As you
IN my IN box...
This video came to me this morning via Dawn, at The Daily Spark...
It made me smile....and as she said...that is the point!
Enjoy!
http://www.wimp.com/babymoose
Be Well...
It made me smile....and as she said...that is the point!
Enjoy!
http://www.wimp.com/babymoose
Be Well...
Do I admit this????
Do I actually admit this?....really expose myself?...I think it might be part of the healing...
I have been in a very downward spiral for quite some time....pushing it deeper and deeper
down to not expose it....not to others...not to myself....there have been glimpses of it here
and there...but like any other vessel you fill up sooner or later it will over flow....and several
weeks ago that is what happened...I over flowed...the damn burst....
All sorts of emotions came flooding out...the one that repeated itself over and over was that I
was not sick so how could I be so upset with everyone and everything....I guess one would have
to call that guilt....a guilt of being selfish or at least feeling selfish....
I finally had to break down and go to the Doctors...(I hate going to the Doctor's...to many years
of being poked and prodded I guess, so I avoid it at all costs) And my Doctor's from the past
have either passed away or moved away....So it would mean going to a new Doctor and exposing myself....BUT I sucked it up because I had to ....and I connected with a new Doctor (a woman) who not only LISTENED to me...but HEARD me...and she will now be my primary Doctor...but she sent me to someone else....OH NO! More exposing....but you know....I found it easier...I found it necessary to empty the garbage pail and clean it out....
Sometimes the more uncomfortable something is...the more I learn about myself....and in this case I will say I am starting to feel better.....I am letting go of the guilt that I have carried around for some time now....I am starting to take care of myself ....I mean REALLY do that...not just a case of here and there...but every day a little something just for me without the guilt....I know this is not going to happen over night....after all this has taken a life time of building up....but I need to learn a new way....
So did I admit this here? YES I DID.....
Am I admitting it to myself? YES I AM...
And I am OK with it....LOL....
SMALL STEPS!
Be well...
I have been in a very downward spiral for quite some time....pushing it deeper and deeper
down to not expose it....not to others...not to myself....there have been glimpses of it here
and there...but like any other vessel you fill up sooner or later it will over flow....and several
weeks ago that is what happened...I over flowed...the damn burst....
All sorts of emotions came flooding out...the one that repeated itself over and over was that I
was not sick so how could I be so upset with everyone and everything....I guess one would have
to call that guilt....a guilt of being selfish or at least feeling selfish....
I finally had to break down and go to the Doctors...(I hate going to the Doctor's...to many years
of being poked and prodded I guess, so I avoid it at all costs) And my Doctor's from the past
have either passed away or moved away....So it would mean going to a new Doctor and exposing myself....BUT I sucked it up because I had to ....and I connected with a new Doctor (a woman) who not only LISTENED to me...but HEARD me...and she will now be my primary Doctor...but she sent me to someone else....OH NO! More exposing....but you know....I found it easier...I found it necessary to empty the garbage pail and clean it out....
Sometimes the more uncomfortable something is...the more I learn about myself....and in this case I will say I am starting to feel better.....I am letting go of the guilt that I have carried around for some time now....I am starting to take care of myself ....I mean REALLY do that...not just a case of here and there...but every day a little something just for me without the guilt....I know this is not going to happen over night....after all this has taken a life time of building up....but I need to learn a new way....
So did I admit this here? YES I DID.....
Am I admitting it to myself? YES I AM...
And I am OK with it....LOL....
SMALL STEPS!
Be well...
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