It must be Chemo day! Michael has been losing weight again...a pound here and there, but slowly and steadily every week...I stayed with him while we talked to the Doc's (well they talked and we listened) The biopsy has been set up for tomorrow...his chart has been sent to the specialist...The appointment for the specialist will be September 2nd (a week after the biospsy)...
I went to my Doctor today....had a good long chat with him and I am feeling better...he lets me release some of the anguish that I feel...some of the anger that I feel...most of the fear that I feel...and all of my sadness...It is good to talk with someone who really does not have ties to me accept for on a professional level...if I am acting like a jerk...he actually tells me to rethink that situation and how could I have handled it differently...I am not always righteous!! He has given me a few new tools to work with and I am feeling much better week by week...
So we are techniqually off now for a week from Chemo...a resting before we see the specialist and see what he has to say....We have a few appointments...Dentist for Michael and then the specialist...hopefully he will feel well enough to go to the movies...or out to dinner with friends/family this weekend...Have a few laughs and enjoy some time away from home and Doctors...
Be Well...
rambles from the shadow side of life...About living...about living with dying....This is where my heart will pour forth...this is where my shadow will be exposed...this is where I will cry...where I will laugh...where I will become one with that shadow of life...
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U put things so eloquently.
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