The first of many thoughts...

Today, I start this new blog...
A blog where I will not be posting art...but rather I will be posting rambles from the shadow side of life...About living...about living with dying....This is where my heart will pour forth...this is where my shadow will be exposed...this is where I will cry...where I will laugh...where I will become one with that shadow of life...
Today, I start this new blog...
to open up...to expose...to try to understand...to vent...to scream...to reach out...to accept...to challenge...to be heard...
Today, I start this new blog...
From the shadow side of my life...

2 comments:

Brenda said...

and today and all of the tomorrows i will listen and love and pass you kleenex.......
bb

Sabii Wabii said...

Patricia,
I have just read through your blog to date. I am sorry you and your family are going though all of this. It's difficult to understand what God has in store for us.One thing I do know is that when the shadow side of life appears I do draw closer to him. It is easy for me to think I'm in control when life is as "I" would like it. How quickly it can change and we realize what little control we do have.
I do hope you begin to artistically journal your way through this. Art is healing. Just like writing to get your thoughts out, art can do the same, when there are no words to express what your feeling.
Blessings to you ,
From one blog buddy to another.
Terisa